第二十八回 蕉鹿梦 4(2 / 2)

侠风剑影 吴小舰 0 字 2021-04-29

沐沧溟“啊”的一声,大感讶异,问道:“这些年你……你一直都没有嫁人?”

唐樨眼中闪过一丝怨毒之色,道:“是。你不声不响走了,我只当你已经死了,不在人世了,我的心……我的心也已经死了。”二人间种种恩爱情仇,霎时一齐涌上她的心头,眼角慢慢流下两行清泪。

沐沧溟避开她的眼神,道:“蜜糖儿,其实这些年我……我也没有一日不是活在悔恨之中,时至今日,我……也还是孤身一人。”

唐樨愕然道:“你一直未娶妻生子?”

沐沧溟缓缓点了点头。唐樨呆立当场,二人往日缠绵缱绻的情景似乎在眼前一一浮现,禁不住掩面痛哭起来。

沐沧溟眼角噙泪,回首往事,不啻依稀如昨,只是眼前的唐樨早已不是当年那个天真浪漫的少女,变作了暮气沉沉的老妪,是岁月,更是怨恨改变了她的模样。他仰天发出一声长叹,说道:“蜜糖儿,是我负德辜恩,对你不起,我……错了。”

唐樨泪水涟涟,恨声道:“你错了?敢问沐庄主,你哪里错了?你为何要这样做?我又没有得罪你,你……为何要没来由招惹我?你说啊,说啊……”想起父亲因此而抱恨黄泉,心下怨愤莫名,嗓音越发高亢尖利,面目也变得狰狞可怕,仿佛陷入了癫狂之中:“当年我不顾爹爹的百般反对,与你相好,你说这辈子都要为我遮风挡雨,哪知道……给我风,给我雨的,不是别人,恰恰就是你……”

白衣雪想起那晚在唐家堡的花园邂逅唐樨,她也是这般癫眩,心底不禁暗自叹息:“当年的柳约花盟,唐前辈一直念念不忘,这些年她执念太深,这一辈子注定过得甚是艰辛。”念头一转,猛然间想起那回在沙湖山庄,沐沧溟以一位老友被莽山苍龙洞蓝洞主所伤为由,将《橘杏钩玄》借去一观,到了第二日方才归还。今日回想此事,那晚沐沧溟当是仔仔细细翻阅了《橘杏钩玄》,查寻其中是否记录了鸩羽白的解毒之法。

唐樨的字字句句如刀似剑,刺入沐沧溟的心脏,他双目半闭,表情痛苦不堪,缓缓说道:“蜜糖儿,我当年欺骗了你,又拿走了鸩羽白,害你匪浅,我错了。”

他坦然认错,残庵、枯荷等人一齐发出冷笑,笑声中尽是讥贬之意。四大山庄众人听到这刺耳的笑声,人人满面羞愧,恨不得找个地缝钻下去。

唐樨泪流满面,哽咽道:“你错了……你错了……你真的知道错了?我问你,你为何要骗我?你的心底……究竟有没有真心爱过蜜糖儿?”

沐沧溟凝视着唐樨,眼中露出怜爱和惭悔之色,柔声说道:“蜜糖儿,我若说这些年,我的心中一直都没有放下过你,时常会想起你,你相信么?”

唐樨声嘶力竭地大叫:“我不信,我不信!你说你心里没有放下过我,那你为何不来找我?”

沐沧溟涩声道:“我只道此事能够瞒天过海,怎敢去寻你?蜜糖儿,我错了,我全然都错了。”

唐樨声色俱厉,叫道:“你犯下的罪孽,岂是一个‘错’字就能了结的?”

沐沧溟呆立在场,无言以对,往事一幕幕涌上心头,只觉一切皆虚幻迷离、恍如梦寐:二十余岁,自己已贵为沙湖山庄的一庄之主,不到而立之年就誉满江湖,真可谓春风得意;远赴唐门骗得了鸩羽白,神不知鬼不觉地毒毙了郭嵩,又是何等的快心遂意?数十年来,沙湖山庄在自己的苦心经营之下,风生水起,备受江湖各路豪杰的向慕,那又是何等的像心称意?然而转眼之间,这一切如梦幻泡影转瞬即逝,都不过是镜中花、水中月,无常本是寻常而已。

他脸色苍白,但觉全身冰凉,惨然道:“蜜糖儿,你说得是,我铸此大错,又岂能如此轻易了结的?”顿了一顿,柔声道:“蜜糖儿,忆及往事,我不胜愧汗,事已至此,我不求你能原谅我,但求倘有来世,你我有缘还能相会,我……我一定好生待你,绝不负你。”手腕一翻,右手不知从哪里多了一柄寒光闪烁的匕首。就在众人的惊呼声中,沐沧溟倏地倒转手臂,向着心窝直刺下去,匕首没入胸腔,登时倒地而亡。

白衣雪离得较近,惊呼:“沐世伯!”欲伸手拦阻,却是已然不及。

唐樨一声惨呼,扑将上去,伏在沐沧溟的身上,口中大叫:“檀郎,檀郎……”只可惜她的“檀郎”已然气绝,再也听不到了。

方心达、路心广、丁心怡等弟子见此惊变,纷纷抢出,跪倒在沐沧溟的尸身旁,泪天泪地,嚎啕大哭起来。胡忘归、卢惊隐、钟摩璧夫妇无不恻然,均知唐门鸩羽白失踪之谜今日大白于天下,沐沧溟自觉玷污了四大山庄的清白令名,罪孽深重,再无面目面对同侪以及武林同道,身败名裂,无颜苟活于世,心中早萌死志,以一死相赎自己过往的诸种罪愆。

唐樨伏尸悲恸大哭:“檀郎,檀郎!”

白衣雪双目含泪,悼怆不已,伸手去扶唐樨的肩头。唐樨如遭电掣一般,回头尖声叫道:“别碰我,别碰我!”声音凄厉,满头的银发披散下来,一双眼睛瞪得比铜铃还大了几分,眼中布满了血丝,红得几欲滴出血来,神情委实可怖。白衣雪吓了一跳,情不自禁缩回了手去。

唐樨不再理他,向着沐沧溟的尸身惨笑道:“檀郎啊檀郎,你这个冤家,我同你生不能在一起,那就死在一起!”拔出沐沧溟胸口插着的那柄匕首,反臂一戳,正中心脏,创口鲜血汩汩直涌,倒在沐沧溟的尸身旁,气绝而亡。

转眼间二人殒命当场,大堂内众人见此惨剧,无不心下恻怆。白衣雪瞧着沐、唐二人的尸身并排躺在一处,怔怔地站在当地,神思恍惚:“唐樨前辈遇人不淑、芳心错付,大半辈子都活在无尽的怨忿、痛苦之中,了无生趣。今日与昔日的情郎共赴黄泉,如此厚情薄命,委实令人可怜可叹!我那时只道她‘深知身在情长在’,此身一日不死,则情一日不断,今日看来却不尽然,她……便是死了,追随沐世伯去了,这般中情烈烈,又何曾断绝?”

钟夫人、欧阳枫榭等人想到唐樨情深刻骨,禁不住泪盈于眶,均想:“女人不怕难遇良人,怕的是所托非人,只可惜天下的男子大多薄幸,有情有义的能有几个?”

大堂内如死寂一般的静默,惟有丁心怡、管心阔、路心广等沐沧溟的座下弟子,伏在师父的尸身旁,哀哀哭泣,好不伤心。

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